Its supposed to be a comedy dammit!

Okay I have not been super faithful to Young Sheldon but I have enjoyed like 85% of the series.  I watched last weeks episode live....

I KNEW George died at some point because in Big Bang Theory he is already dead.  And I knew it had to be coming soon because, well its ending THIS WEEK. 

I just didn't think it would f**k me up so bad when it happened.  

I mean Jesus!  They are getting ready to go take a family photo before Sheldon leaves for Cali.  They are cutting up and being the goof @$$ family that they are when there is a knock at the door.  

George had a massive heart attack, he's gone.  That's it.  He went to work and he's gone.  No drawn out goodbye, just no longer here. 

I think it hit me so hard because THAT is real.  Life is like that.  It's not a sitcom. It's not like a TV show.  You leave for work one day and just don't come home.  The only thing "sitcomy" was they happen to be all together going take a family photo but that could be real too.  

Everyone's faces and sobs.  Sheldon in shock in the corner.  I legit went from cracking up to silently crying into my wine.  

Now I'm kinda dreading the f**king finale.  I don't want to cry!!!! I see elder Sheldon is making an appearance.  I feel like he's going to close it out which is fitting.  I mean he created this.  He made the anomaly that is Sheldon Cooper and opened the door for this spin off and the one about Georgie and his family. I just don't want to be sad at the end of a finale for a comedy but I will be sad its ending.  It's a funny show!

I can't post this on Goodreads o_O

I haven't loved a series this much in a while.  Like I LOVED ACOTR but this series has stolen all coherent thoughts!!!

***SPOILERS***

This freaking series!  I didn't think I could love Violet and Xaden anymore but OMG.  This is literally just my random thoughts.  Its for me.  Please dont read haha

Highlights so I remember:

- This is hilarious... surprise bitches we LIVED

- "Pahahhaha ““Garrick Tavis. Xaden Riorson.” Captain Fitzgibbons’s voice carries over the formation as he reads from the death roll. “Well, this is awkward,” Xaden calls out.”"

- OMG her brother is ALIVE right right sorry just remembered

- Gods I love them so much but she is still so mad at him

- They are going to send him to timbucktwo just to fuck with them....

- Their dragons have to be together dammit!

- Adarna is still sleeping.  

- Its going to be ok they are going to make this work

- Sloan HATES her

- Why is she such a f**king target, ugh!

- Oh dang!  The kinds son hahhahahahahahahahaha

- I'm worried about her sis and the lies like there aren't really bad things coming

- Yall stealing the secret book journal is probably horrible idea

- Vi is captured and tortured but that Jerk with a one eyed dragon.

- He is trying his best to keep them apart

- H'e not a BAD GUY, he can't be....I dont care I still love him and his shadows

- Vi needs to freaking trust him already

- I know she is mad but he is bearing himself to her

- He messed up but come on

- Andarna is so freaking cute but what is her secret??? 

- I want a dragon!

- Gods their Chemistry hurts so good

-OMG they literally stole half the freaking riders and dragons to fight the Wyvern & Bloodshot eye peeps...I am blanking

- Dain is a little redeemed...a LITTLE

- YAAAAAS the riders are joining them... still don't trust the cray cray B after she set Vi agains at freaking Venin

- God Cat is a asshat

- Her jealousy of Cat is stupid...he wants you GIRL

- Cat is a twat

- OMG they are friends now

- Sloan has to get over it at some point

- They brought back Jack!?!?!?  WTAF. This cannot be good

- I feel like the new wards aren't right

- Nope they aren't quite right

- Wait wait... should she have two powers since she has two dragons

- Oh snap he has two powers bc his grandfather rode the same dragon o_O

- Oh crap crap what is it...oh this can't be good...oh nos!!!

- Shit is going down fast fast

- Oh he can read intent...interesting

- So their mom does care... I wasn't sure

- This is too easy...something doesn't seem right

- OMG the venin are going to attack the school!!!!!!!!

- Wait how how how how how

- FUCKING JACK....Dammit!!!! He's venin!

- Yes kill him!! Fine keep him for questioning... UGH!

- What's the secrect... what did she miss before... AHHHHHHH

- its 7... 7 what....

- OMG Its Andarna...she's the key right?1!?!?!

- Noooo you cannot kill anymore of her people... whew

- It IS Andarna... Why am I picturing like toothless... the rare whatever

- She cannot sacrifice herself to get the wards up!!!

- He's dying?!?!!? Staaaaahp

- Oh snap snap snap Mom really does care... Ok I am crying... she sacrificed herself....to save her children

- Oh no... something is wrong.  This seems bad.  "He lives" doesn't sound great...

- Sygeal... be gentle.  Oh shot if the dragon is saying be gentle... wtf?!!?!?

- Ok ok he killed Mr big Venin.  OK... 

- Oh Fuck fuck fuck!!! 

- I did not see that coming!  With 1000% certainty did not see him becoming VENIN!!! Ahhhhhhhh

- Oh it did the thing.....its him POV.  

- "I always told you you would change for love" UGH!.  He became Venin to protect Vi and if he just waited 1 more minute she had it.  But they had each other blocked.... ARGH!

- I could never fear you Xaden!!!

- Hahahhaaha "What's the cure Jack!" They will cure him.  He will NOT be evil!!!!

 

Pretty sure that was Shrek fan fiction

Okay I say that in Jest because this book totally hooked me.  I really did enjoy it but there were times where I was like this is odd. 

*****SPOILERS****

Lark is an outcast.  She is an outcast because she has this ability to turn on your fear.  Basically she infuses you with fear until you piss your pants and run. 

People are scared of her so she moves on from town to town once she's been outed.  Unfortunately she was used and abused by her evil father.  And people are awful to her.  Its an awful world.  It barely rains and the earth seems to be dying.

She runs to the last refuge.  A Troll City where humans may or may not be welcome.  Before they can kill her she shows the council her "curse" and they allow her to stay as a 2nd hand citizen (they hate humans) as long as she behaves and earns her keep. 

She's paired up to work with Unach a large, pretty (?) Trollis who is a badass and really wants nothing to do with Lark.  But they council orders her to "keep" her until she gets quarters.  She hunts monsters with Unach who is all around annoyed she has to deal with her. 

Unach's brother Azmar lives with her but seems different.  He's not as harsh as the other Trollis.  He is almost kind and seems very smart.  

Other humans live in Cagemar but are more live slaves but not... they have their own area but are not respected.  She gets in good with a few but a jealous asshole has her ebeaten to within an inch of her life before a half human half troll found her and helped.  

Azmar seems to take this the hardest (what is happening) but Trolls hate humans...right?  

Anyways alot happens...they build a friendship.  She gets beaten again by another very EVIL Trollis and Azmar seems to distance himself. But Unach "claims" her which means...no one can touch her.  I dunno its weird.  

She saves the city...twice.  And then there is a moment where there seems to be chemistry bw Azmar and Lark... WHAT?!?!?!  lithe blonde human and a... I am picturing "smart hulk" from the avengers.  He's like 3 times her size ... but he rejects her...she's embarrassed and ends up in her own apartment. 

They eventually hook up.  Its a HUGE no no.  Like HUGE!  They keep it a secret but obvi that's not possible.  He basically proposes and gives her his "rock".  She tries to escape to meet up with another band of peeps, gets caught...with a knife.  Its a mess.  Trollis is going to be attacked and no one believes her. 

She goes undercover at her fathers camp.  He plans on whiping out cagemar.  She gets the info to prove her loyalty to Cagemar and goes back but they end up going to wa anyway with Azmar on the front lines as his punishment for loving a human.  He's going to die she uses fear to scare him back to safety and is recaptured by the trollis. 

Everyone is hating him, he almost died. Unach hates lark now bc she found the rock thingy.  He hate lark bc he's scared of her so she is going to leave.

But he shows up, professes his love, and said he never belonged in Cagemar.  They runaway to the mountain and it rains.

**scene**

It was a weird book...like I've never read a Troll book. But like I really got invested in this damn book.  Like really invested.  Like couldn't wait to make sure Lark & Azmar had their happily ever after.  WTAF.