Yo who's cutting onions up in here?!?

Okay I love love love Lucifer.  Which makes me sound like a psycho unless you know of and watch the show.  I mean it's a wildly popular show so if you've never heard of it...get out more.  

Anyways, the show rarely makes me cry.  It makes me happy, sad, annoyed but never really cry.  Yea well the last episode I watch made me straight up Sob.  I'm blaming it on hormones, haha. 

Nothing Lasts Forever.  While Lucifer is still vying for his dad's job Chloe is trying to work.  And of course trying to figure out what to do if he becomes God, coming to terms that she loves him and will support him.  God I love her!  

Anyways it was funny and insightful and just a good time as usual until the end.  Lucifer FINALLY listens to what someone else wants and does something amazing for dear old dad.  He gets Mom to come back for a visit.  The second she walks in I teared up.  Mom!!!!  The acting was so good...I could feel the emotion of the moment.  They talk and decide they should be together but they are going live in her Universe.  

Wait wait wait...God is LEAVING?!?!  Mom tells Amenadiel what an amazing father he is and she is so proud of him.  Okay tearing up a little more.  

Then Lucifer tells dad he can't leave.  He's not losing his mind so he can stay and be God.  But then God tells Luci, he needs to tell him something.  He loves him and he's always been proud of him.  Lucifer is crying, God is crying, Amenadiel is crying...Mom is crying.  And I am a blob of emotion on my couch. 

God just told his rebellious son who was cast from the heavens that he loves him...and is proud.  Why am I sobbing?!?!?!

Look I know I am biased because I adore Tom Ellis but he was so good in that scene.  He is so good in EVERY scene but that scene.  THAT SCENE, it was soooooo touching! And Dennis Haysbert, I mean he is amazing in everything he does.  Including playing the most adorable snarky God only second to Morgan Freeman. Notice I didn't mention Chuck, because he pissed me off towards the end of Supernatural haha. 

Moving on...Then they leave.  God LEAVES Lucifer and Amenadiel saying they will figure it out.  

I need to watch the last two pieces of this season but I couldn't bring myself to do it after sobbing...plus its after 10PM and I have work in the AM hahaha. 

Ahhhhhh sobbing again!

Oh, we can be heroes just for one day.....I need a tissue and a hug!

Okay I know I am late to the OMG Stranger Things is like the best show ever but I have no time people!

Anyways once Season 3 dropped, I decided Eff it, who needs sleep.  So I binged as much as I could between work, life, general BS...and finally finished it. 

In the last few weeks I have become irrationally attached to these freaking characters!!!  Mike and El make me all weepy with puppy love.  Hopper and Joyce kill me with sexual tension!!!  Steve is f**king awesome! I just...I love them all...its such a great show! 

It's the perfect blend of supernatural horror and plot. Not to mention the nostalgia!  I was a kid in the 80's...not a teen but I was aware of enough and remember all of it.  I was like Lucas' little sister Erica...maybe a little younger. 

Turn around
Look at what you see
In her face
The mirror of your dreams

It makes more sense once you watch it!

SPOILERS...DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE END OF SEASON 3!!!!!





So I knew something BIG would happen.  I was sad when Dr. Alexi died.  I liked him.  He just wanted a better life.  But I KNEW a big character was going away.  So as the last episode ramped up so did my anxiety.  Then....THEN Joyce agreed to a date with Hopper and I knew he was going to effing DIE! 

I didn't want it to happen but as she gazed at him in the reactor area about to turn the keys I started tearing up.  Then Billy f**king sacrifices himself for El and WTF...I hated him but he was just a damaged kid...he doesn't deserve this!  When he says "I'm sorry" to Max before dying tears started to fall.  Then Joyce sees Will and is sobbing so now I am started to really lose my battle with my tears.  But when....when she sees Eleven and El realizes Hopper is gone its gone.... I am full on crying!!!!!!!!

I managed to compose myself.  I'm watching them pack up Will, Joyce, and Jonathan and it's sad...they are leaving Hawkins.  Its sadder when we realize El is leaving with them!  I mean it makes sense but NOOOOOO!  Anyways the tears return during that whole scene.  Nancy is parting with Jonathan....Will is parting with his BEST FRIENDS....Joyce is parting with everything she's ever known...and El is leaving Mike and the gang but Mike...and SHE LOVES HIM TOO!

But what killed me.  Like honestly ripped my f**king heart out...the letter. El is reading Hopper's "speech" he was going to have with El and Mike about boundaries and the flood gates opened.  F**k I am starting to tear up again just typing this! 

I lost it.  He called himself her dad.  He made sure she knew she SAVED him from his demons.  He said he loved her in so many ways.  And OMG...

So yea this show gutted me...THANKS A LOT GUYS.  Whatever, there is clearly a Season 4. Russia has a F**KING Demogorgon and when they went to get a prisoner to feed to it, they said "no not the American".  So the only thing keeping me from sobbing further is that in my head that is Hopper.  He got sucked into the Upside Down and spit out in Russia.  Right...RIGHT!?!?!?! 

I'm going to bed.  I am emotionally drained 😓

PS Showing them saying goodbye with "Heroes" playing in the background was so mean!!!!!! 

I feel like that was Goodbye........(Sherlock Season 4 Spoilers)

Okay so I am about to talk about Sherlock Season 4, Episode 3.  If you haven't watched any of Season 4 or the final episode DO NOT READ THIS.  I waited two days...just go watch it and come back.

SPOILERS







Anyways, I wasn't overly impressed with Episode 1, "The Six Thatchers".  It was okay.  I mean I love Sherlock Holmes, I have since I was very young.  And I love this version of it.  But S4E1 was meh.  Then they f**king killed off Mary...WHY!  And f**king John and his "affair"...STAHP!  So when she sacrifices herself to save Sherlock I wanted to cry.  Then when John BLAMES his BFF I wanted to punch him in the face.  So the ending was okay but the episode wasn't great.

Episode 2, "The Lying Detective" was better.  Much more slap you in the face crazy.  So the serial killer is disturbing.  That man just oozes creeptastic.   He built a hospital so he can murder people and NOT GET CAUGHT.  What....?  Very H.H. Holmes...murder hotel kinda stuff.  Wait...anyways. Sherlock high as a kite was sad and f**king hilarious.  I didn't want to laugh but he was making me laugh with all of his antics.  Again John was making me mad.  It wasn't Sherlock's fault!  You are projecting your guilt onto him.  You feel guilty for having an "affair" and now your wife is DEAD and your daughter is motherless.  So we get bad@$$ Mrs. Hudson, perpetually annoyed John, and stoned out of his mind Sherlock.  Not to mention WTF is Mycroft hiding?!?!  What is Sherrington....?  Is there another Holmes brother?!!?!?  Mary sends a message from the grave and we see it was all meant to fix the Sherlock/John dynamic.  She knows they need each other *tear*.  Of course John will save Sherlock, regardless of his anger he still cares.  He doesn't want his soulmate to die.  Because that's what they are.  It doesn't have to be seen as romantic.  A soul mate can be a friend.  They are kindred spirits destined to be with one another.  Anyways, talk about cutting it close.  And why does the daughter of the killer not remember Sherlock.  What is happening!?!?!  Then the ending.  Oh...oh SNAP.  His therapist...John's therapist is also the mysterious daughter....and is also the chick he was having a texting affair with......and is also Eurus...who the f**k is Eurus?!?!  OMG they have a sister, not a brother.  I mean basically these were my thoughts.  So it ends with the crazy Holmes sister SHOOTING John...no no no no.

Moving on!  Episode 3, "The Final Problem"...messed with my brain.  It was just a tranquilizer...whew, John is okay.  Clearly the Holmes children are genius'.  They are off the charts intelligent.  But this new addition....Eurus is f**king terrifying.  She is smarter than Mycroft and Sherlock combined.  And she can't handle it.  It has literally driven her to insanity.   Mycroft has her secretly locked away on some island because she killed Sherlock's dog, Redbeard, and set the family home on fire...then set her psych facility on fire (which is how Mycroft faked her death)... b**ch is MESSED UP.  But how did she get out. And why did she blow up 221B Baker Street...with a drone, with Sherlock, Mycroft, and John inside!?!

Anyways, so Sherlock now knows she exists but still has some sort of memory block.  Trauma will do that to a child and being a mostly decent older brother Mycroft just let him be rather than re-traumatizing him.  So somehow Eurus takes over the island of misfit.......people.  She can come and go as she pleases.  I think I screamed a little when she grabbed Sherlock's hand through the "glass".  I also said "how the f**k is he alive?!?!!?  He shot himself in the face...." then the subtitle shows 5 years ago...."Oh".  Wait, so Mycroft gave Eurus a Christmas present...and it was 5 min alone with Jim f**king Moriarty?!?!  He knows how manipulative his sister can be...and he knows how manipulative Moriarty can be...not to mention both of their obsessions with Sherlock...  So then, this insanity has been manipulated by HER since before Reichenbach...what?!?!?  So she has the two brothers and Dr Watson locked up and is forcing them to "play a game".  A game in order to save a little girl who is all alone on a PLANE where all the adults are knocked out.  Impossible choices are being made.  Memories are returning.  Her silly nonsense song she sang to Sherlock as a child.  Not being able to locate Redbeard.  Them playing at a beach.  Its very trippy.  I wanted to cry for Molly, and for Sherlock.  He forces her to say "I love you" to save her but it was all a game.  She was never in danger.  And now he has probably lost his friend.  Seriously I was starting to cry with her.  She loves him...always has...and now she thinks he was playing a game with her *knife to heart*. 

So we end up back at the burned down family home of the Holmes'.  John is chained in a well that is filling with water.  Sherlock has to figure out the clues to save him.  Eurus is still threatening Sherlock with the all alone girl on the plane about to crash.  John finds bones in the well.  Sherlock says "I know, its redbeard" and John says I have to tell you something.  It shows John picking up a small human skull.  Eurus is taunting Sherlock with "you re-wrote your memories".  What is happening?!?!?!  Then Pirate child Sherlock is suddenly playing with ANOTHER CHILD, not a dog.  His BEST FRIEND. Who when they played pirates was always "Redbeard".  Oh...oh...OH MY GOD, she killed another Child.  She was jealous of the friend because she wanted to play too.  So she put him in a well and sang a song to Sherlock as a clue.  But they couldn't figure it out.  Wait, I think my brain shorted out.  So Redbeard wasn't a dog...he was Sherlock's friend and he was murdered by his Sister.....

Adult Sherlock figures it out, finds his sister in her old room.  She is the girl on the plane.  There really isn't a plane about to crash.  She is locked in her own mind.  Its a metaphor.  She is so "high above" everyone else...she is all alone and can't find her way home.  He gets through to her and saves John with seconds to spare.  Mycroft is fine-ish and not in danger.  Then Sherlock calls Greg...Greg and not some random name...how hard did he hit his head.  Its like he finally realizes how much all these people mean to him so he's making an effort.  Uh oh....

Then it all goes back to normal, sort of.  Sherlock and John together again.  Mary sends another message from the grave telling them she knew they would find each other and whatnot.  They fix 221B Baker Street.  Mrs. Hudson is still there.  Mycroft is back to his usual antics.  Mom and Dad Holmes are pissed that Mycroft lied and want to see their not dead daughter.  Eurus has shut down.  But her and Sherlock play the violin together.  Sherlock has a relationship with John and Mary's daughter....his goddaughter.  Everyone seems happy.  And then I screamed "OH MY GOD THEY ARE SAYING GOODBYE TO US!!!!".  This is closure, for us...the viewer.  Everyone is happy (except Molly...I don't remember seeing her).  Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........I don't want it to end...*irrationally sobbing*. 


So I think this was it.  Benedict said this may be the last time we see him as Sherlock Holmes.  And that episode felt like a finality.  There was no cliff hanger.  There was no mystery left to be solved.  Sherlock found his family...and his friends...and everyone is...happy... in the end.